Was I a misfit?

Often times i wonder if SW was even a place for me. Many times i thought it's such a wonderful platform to share your feelings, experiences and thoughts and then I questioned if it's as good as I think.

There were a few people who told me almost a year ago that someone like me won't last on SW. That what am I even doing there? 

I guess I just got damaged around so much negativity. The place is indeed toxic but there were those few who made a difference.

After I left proactively (not banned), a friend from SW like a few who are still in touch asked the same question.

No, i am not successful and no one is normal completely but he wasn't the first to say the platform is not for people like me.