No one needs Love

It's very rarely that I feel this emotion of love towards someone and even if I feel it i have been always hesitant to tell them. Anyone I had pure love for has doubted, questioned and trust me nothing can hurt more than that. 

I am a foolish person to feel it. 

Detach yourself, he says

A choked feeling that i felt in my chest, I knew I was finding it hard to breath. Flashes of your memories made me gasp for air as I almost felt breathless. I bursted out crying not with any animosity, complaint or hatred, I just did because your love was too much to forget even after 6 years.

I thanked this little one for being with me as your only presence but I won't make myself visible before you ever again. All i want for you is to be happy, laughing and living your life to fullest. 

Detach yourself, the psychiatrist said and i asked him how because I don't know how to stop this feeling. God asked me, "Is this love?" . But i chose not to answer. I kept caressing your head and putting you to sleep, telling you everything is going to be just fine. 

You asked everyday, "Will you ever leave me?" And i always said no. It never occurred to me that you could leave too. That's how much i trusted you. 

No complaints. No anger or hatred because I smile everytime I recall laughing with you. 

Online Relationships are Fake

Restless. Uneasy. 

I miss some but they don't care.

They have moved on.

They don't care.

Why should I miss them?

They weren't worthy of what i gave.

They moved on because they don't care.

I stop my tears because my cry was ridiculed.

Ridiculed by someone I liked so much.

That world is fake. That world betrays.

It's not at at all Similar. 

I hate the day i joined.

I hate giving love.

They didn't care. They believed in rumours.

They sabotaged me despite the love. 

Despite the care.

They don't care. 

Just forget them. Please forget them.