When I'm in my depression, darkness is my life. Thoughts swirl around me, and I am engulfed by despair. My battered mind and soul are confused and weakened, unable to fight off dark thoughts. The only glimmer of hope is that death will finally bring the peace I so desperately seek. I'm supposed to be able to wipe these thoughts out of my mind just by ignoring them—but this is not as easy as it sounds, when suicide feels like the only option for relief.
Change or Self-avenge !
Be a little harsh, be a little cruel, Do not hold too much love within you, Be a mascot of pretense and tell the world you are kool! Harden yourself; let your heart freeze, Control your life! But don’t let yourself be at ease. Splash iced water on those puffy eyes to punish your tears; Challenge your innocence hard enough to fight your life-long fears, Change yourself totally; be the one you were never were, Give up your desire to get cared; sacrifice your intent to feel love Mute your feelings towards God; silent your belief in faith Stop fooling yourself with hopes and accept this damn fate! Written by Vrushali Deshpande

