Wednesday, July 6, 2022

Where I can be Me

In this quest for life I am embark on a journey to look for the meaning of my existence. I do not know why I am here, I do not know the purpose of my life, I am only dragging each day and going where life takes me. 

The past has always haunted me and the present is not any different. The future is very uncertain and all I can do is take the right actions in the present in order to make my future manageable. 

The world on this app is a reflection of myself, the self that i buried for a very long time. And through this application, I attempt to reveal myself in installments. 

Often times people ask on this application if you can be yourself here. And I am genuinely surprised because this is the only medium where I can unhesitantly be me. 

There are interesting and fun people out here with whom you can laugh for many hours in a day. How often can one do that in real life?

There are pros and cons to it as well but I have always been someone who looks at the benefits. 

That is not to say that the real life gets ignored because every time you wake up in the morning and everytime you go back to bed in the night you are reminded of all the things that are needed to be done. 

The storm of stress makes my mind go helter-skelter and I tell myself that all will be fine. That I am doing everything possible to make things right. 


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