I do not have the right to ask any question;
I do not have the right to hope, wish or desire;
Language to me was just in form of silence
I then spoke, I smiled – I just didn’t stretch my jaw, after long!
For a moment I believed in the being of my happiness
I did not learn the rules; I had no right to hope, wish or desire
I did not have the right to ask any question
It has not been easier to succumb to this fate
I lived life with my own rules and today I surrender to it
I wasn’t proud to proclaim my changed being to you;
I regreted being so dead from within!
I suffered through it each day as i fought with myself to silent my words
Why reiterate my pain this way! This sarcasm is too unbearable to me!
I lived life all by myself in whatever way; wasn’t the pain already enough?
Why make fun of my changed being this way!
But when you knocked my heart;
I spoke, i smiled – i just didnt stretch my jaw, after long!
For a moment i believed in your assurance to bring me back!
Your promise was as momentary as your stay in my life
I should have learnt the rules long ago
I did not have the right to ask any question
I did not have the right to hope, wish or desire
Language to me should just be in form of silence
Written by UHSURV
