Frozen

Tears do not visit me too often and your words sound alien to me;

I echo these words of hope, faith and I sit frozen as I fail to feel.

I have a déjà vu of your present being as I travel back in time;

And I wish no more to flip the pages backwards.

Night once approached to evade my sleep;

Today I close my eyes to avoid life.

I am not scared of harmless combination of alphabets;

I am averse to the physical touch of care.

This discomfort of love will someday break me to pieces;

And a part of me would then settle in garbage of loneliness.

Do not “No! No!” me with your beliefs

Because a part of me resides in you too.

Your “knock” on the heart escapes my beats;

Because I am a self-endorsed patient of selective amnesia.

I stay mostly away from humans who feel emotions strongly;

That is one of the reasons I betrayed my own being too...