Tathastu, It will be...

Sometimes the thing you always craved for in life, the kind of a companion you always desired, the way of reciprocation you always expected, one day it all happens in your life. That person introduces you to happiness by healing that part of pain you thought you will never able to get rid of. You give all possible love you ever had in your heart and the reciprocation is beyond expectations. Couple of year’s passes and the relationship grows stronger and the friendship remains unharmed.

You once gave your love, humility to some chosen few in past and they reciprocated in their own ways; the reasons which were justifiable and some reasons in silence were much more convincing. You say alas! A person you were always waiting for! And this is not a lover, a life partner, or a casual boyfriend, but a true friend; this person has no specific age or gender that makes anything compatible for you.

A time comes when this person understands you the way you want him to understand you and yet calms you, gives you the warmth in his own way. A day comes when you look forward to spending time with that person because that is the only place you feel you can be yourself, where you can express your limitless love without having to think.

You know it so well that nothing can now break this relationship; certainly not because of either of the people involved and this is exactly what then troubles you. Circumstances are created by life that you worry the physical presence of that person in your life. You know that the emotions would never change, but the long distance communication would only take away your only source of happiness away from you. You no longer can look forward to spending time in person, you no longer can see that person and get a smile on your face; and you fight with destiny to prolong and then retain that persons stay in your life.

You are so hell bent on not losing the person that every single day you try convincing God with your own reasons and justifications; hoping that someday he wishes to believe you for once.

Written by Vrushali