How do you treat people who wronged you?

It is said as Jesus languished on the cross, he didn't counter his accusers with insults, cursing, and retaliation—nor did he use his power to inflict pain. His submissive silence was a divine response.

Sometimes souls connect

Riya felt this very pure motherly connection with Ari. She did not have her friend Danie to talk to anymore so Riya spoke to Ari. 

Ari spoke back and she asked Riya if she still likes her mum?!?

Riya smiled, stroked her little nose on the picture and said, "Stupid little girl, of course I do. I always will."

Ari asked with her innocent eyes , "Are you okay after everything...?"

Riya felt tears but she wiped them off immediately because someone called her "crying as screaming for one minute straight". 

Riya said, "My little princess, your mom will always be happy, I assure you. But you keep that mischievous smile on always and fix those teeth, okay? :) " 

Will you face your Karma?

Karma refers to the spiritual principle of cause and effect which states that an action is always accompanied by its consequences. Result of a deed is inherent in the deed itself. No one can escape the effects of his actions. 

Anything good or bad one does through his thoughts, words or senses creates an equivalent response which comes back to him, sooner or later, in one form or the other. As one sows, so shall he reap. This doctrine known as the karmic cycle governs one’s life perpetually.

No one can avoid, evade or cheat on karma. Every deed has to bear its favourable or unfavourable fruits. One has to face the consequences of his deeds, either in this life or in the future lives and human beings have no control over them.

Today’s action is tomorrow’s karma. When one gives up his wicked ways and firmly resolves to abandon evil in future, soon he overcomes grief.

When one realises himself to be the imperishable soul, he attains that realm of reality which is beyond the burden of karma. He then reaches that state of being which is beyond any sorrow.

God asks , "Do you hate them?"

I did not have to think deep. 

Bless Ari - I truly think she's the best. 

Danie -  God asks, "Did you have pure intentions when you spoke to her?" --- Yes

God asks given that they are making a fool out of you, how would you like them punished?

--- Don't. 

What about Mel? 

I smile. 

God asks, "I don't understand"

......"May be I love them both a little more than they hate me."

Let it go. Let them be happy. 

Forgive

They know not what they did

They know not what they said

I erred and I accepted,

I faultered and I take responsibility.

Forgive them for the venom,

Forgive them for defamation,

Forgive them for your destruction.

They know not what they do,

They know not what they say,

Eleven years ago I vowed to never love again 

For people betrayed, for people lied.

For people played with my feelings. 

Today in 2022 I shut all doors to friendship.

This door that I will never open again,

For people betrayed and lied,

For they played with my innocence.

Forgive them for they know not what they are doing,

Forgive them for they know not what they are saying,

I lost my mental balance and got intoxicated,

I cried miserably in hopes to be heard,

My cry wasn't a scream, 

My cry was a plead to not leave me.

Words of venom are just words,

Your thoughts about me shook me.

My mistake was that I loved unconditionally,

My dumb heart did not know how to stop.

You became my sister, you became my family,

When real life threw stones, you saved me.

Forgive them because they know not what they sinned,

Forgive them because they know not what they felt,

My heart never took advantage, 

My heart never played with you emotionally,

My daft mind didn't remember your tragedy,

I erred because I didn't remember.

My tears are no drama,

My exhausted life never manipulated. 

Forgive me for I spoke for countless hours,

Forgive me for we laughed together,

Forgive me for I thought we were good friends,

Forgive me for I thought you understood me. 

I erred when I let my emotions over flow,

I erred when I love and care extremely,

Forgive me because I knew you abandoned me.

Forgive me I promised to never leave. 

My stupid heart doesn't listen after being beaten,

It has got used to humiliation and hatred. 

It doesn't know how to stop loving. 

Forgive me for loving like you never experienced,

Forgive me you didn't understand this new love.

It is pure. It is my soul. 

It erred to think you were a soulmate. 

Forgive me I will let you be in your life,

Forgive me for being weird for you. 

Forgive them for they know not what they let go.

Forgive them for they killed the purity of love. 

Go live your happy life, 

Go live your completeness. 

Forgive them for they are not at fault.

I didn't know I was unwanted

Dear SW, 

I didn't know you didn't cater to emotional fools like me. I didn't know you allowed bullying, mass hatred and gang attack. 

But i learnt something from you. 

I learnt how temporary relationships of friendship are to many people and their definition of friendship is also very different. 

I learnt that I am the most hated person there

I am sure i am already a history because they move on too fast.

I will not cry because someone very close said I was screaming and crying for a minute straight. She counted the time but never asked why. 

I will not do voice message because i am told it's to avoid proof. Proof of what? Crying for one minute? Did i say something?

They are all right and Danielle you came like an angel in my life.  I believed you, trusted you immediately. I still cannot process those eyes i saw in the picture were capable of destroying me emotionally forever that I stop believing in friendship. You knew! You knew! I trusted you! 

I had already stopped believing in love 11 years ago. Now you took even friendship away? 

But why ? What did i do so wrong to you ? 

Where I can be Me

In this quest for life I am embark on a journey to look for the meaning of my existence. I do not know why I am here, I do not know the purpose of my life, I am only dragging each day and going where life takes me. 

The past has always haunted me and the present is not any different. The future is very uncertain and all I can do is take the right actions in the present in order to make my future manageable. 

The world on this app is a reflection of myself, the self that i buried for a very long time. And through this application, I attempt to reveal myself in installments. 

Often times people ask on this application if you can be yourself here. And I am genuinely surprised because this is the only medium where I can unhesitantly be me. 

There are interesting and fun people out here with whom you can laugh for many hours in a day. How often can one do that in real life?

There are pros and cons to it as well but I have always been someone who looks at the benefits. 

That is not to say that the real life gets ignored because every time you wake up in the morning and everytime you go back to bed in the night you are reminded of all the things that are needed to be done. 

The storm of stress makes my mind go helter-skelter and I tell myself that all will be fine. That I am doing everything possible to make things right.