If I was
what I was then living today would not have been possible. I do not explain to
myself the reason for my change because situations did not give me a chance to reason
with myself. This, what I am today was my choice out of obligation of seeing
tomorrow.
I look
back and see a good human that prevailed within me. Today I am with someone I
cannot truly relate to. “Am I bad now?” He says, “No”. Can I believe words?
I do not
put forward the reasons that make me write this here. The day I do, I will ridicule
someone’s one bit of love. “Is it important to see love they have or the apathy
they offer you for all your life?”
I tell
him I suffer through two personalities – one that is too strong and
self-independent and other that is innately too sentimental. “Did I choose the
former to conceal the latter?”
Today
what I am makes me live; makes me spend the days I have in life. Today what I am
is not what I can connect with. “Am I happy at all?”
Written by Vrushali Deshpande
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