Words - my enemy!

I do not have the right to ask any question;

I do not have the right to hope, wish or desire;

Language to me was just in form of silence

I then spoke, I smiled – I just didn’t stretch my jaw, after long!

For a moment I believed in the being of my happiness

I did not learn the rules; I had no right to hope, wish or desire

I did not have the right to ask any question

It has not been easier to succumb to this fate

I lived life with my own rules and today I surrender to it

I wasn’t proud to proclaim my changed being to you;

I regreted being so dead from within!

I suffered through it each day as i fought with myself to silent my words

Why reiterate my pain this way! This sarcasm is too unbearable to me!

I lived life all by myself in whatever way; wasn’t the pain already enough?

Why make fun of my changed being this way!

But when you knocked my heart;

I spoke, i smiled – i just didnt stretch my jaw, after long!

For a moment i believed in your assurance to bring me back!

Your promise was as momentary as your stay in my life

I should have learnt the rules long ago

I did not have the right to ask any question

I did not have the right to hope, wish or desire

Language to me should just be in form of silence

Written by UHSURV