Tuesday, January 24, 2023

Fucking stupid heart

I keep telling my idiotic heart to not like anyone. Yet after a few years it likes someone as a friend and pours out everything. I tell my stupid heart people don't value that so never tell, never share. 

Yesterday I did after 11 fucking years!! I keep telling my heart you are not allowed to feel at all. 

It is a huge deal for me to share anything at all. Sometimes I wonder if I should be emotionally closed for others to value. 

Nearing the End

No words left to say Feelings have all been betrayed Silence fills ALL the remaining days