When they want you to CHANGE

Amidst the commotion, you ask yourself once every day, “Are you living happily?”It is bizarre when happiness = Good understanding parents + an ideal job + luxuries in life. It is bizarre when despite all of these; there still is a state of void. Should I call it expecting too much from life? Or this void is justifiable if the cause of this is the failure to find your ‘Self’.

Often they tell you to become a person who takes into consideration some bit of happiness of everyone around you; at least becoming someone who relatively keeps people around her at peace. The reason is simple, “You live with people”. I would buy that if you are an alcoholic, drug addict or you are too low on the scale of decency. Yes, you are expected to change then for your own good but never for anyone else.

But sometimes you are expected to change because you do not do any kind of drama and you disgust faking emotions; when you are the person who is clear in her head that black is black and white is white but people want you to call the black as white because they simply like that color.

Once in a while you get tired of everything. You get tired reasoning with them that it is the color black and not white, you get tired arguing, tired fighting, tired crying, tired staying quiet and you eventually succumb to the situation. By doing this you compromise one bit of yourself to content every new person and in all this, you completely lose yourself.

Amidst the commotion, you ask yourself once every day, “Are you living happily?” It is bizarre when happiness = Good understanding parents + an ideal job + luxuries in life.

It is bizarre when despite all of these, there still is a state of void because one fine day when you get up, you realize, you do not remember yourself anymore.

Written by Vrushali Deshpande

That One big Mistake....

Arya took every decision in her life after a detailed analysis, but she flawed the most important decision of her life. Just how you become used to plucking the right apples all your life, you go blind exactly the time you touch the rotten one.

Angels do not exist, but yet we dream; perfection does not exist, but yet we idealize. Sometimes God makes you strong in past because he knows of your lonely state in near future.

Positive vibes attracts positive energy around you; positive thinking attracts luck around you and sometimes despite all of it, you make that one mistake and risk the major part of your life.

Love is a journey as she thought; love just a need as she discovered. Love – a state of completeness as she felt; love just a habit as she realized.

Arya explained to him how her happiness is slaughtered every day, and his reciprocation remains the same. Arya wished if she could do anything to make things better, and to that his reciprocation remains the same. She told him, “Her script remains the same, but she just tells the same thing to him over and over in a different way". And despite that, his reciprocation remains the same.

“I agree, I understand, I am sorry because I let this happen to you always” --- the reciprocation remains the same!


Written by Vrushali Deshpande