Self-change

Old was this belief when I was well assured that no word of humiliation and disgrace can ever wobble a heart full of love. These words banged the ear drums, bounced on the heart in an attempt to break it into two, but only in vain. Patience and tolerance grew to the extent where one wondered if the heart has become numb or if it is too strong beating in love. Someday these agonizing words question your self respect but the so called spirit of love makes you believe it could just be your ego and it definitely is an enemy of love.

Years pass and you slowly start reacting to these words in its worse possible way. Silence now appears to be a weapon of a coward and the person fool enough to repeat the so called mantra of love at the cost of self respect. But without making you aware of its slightest arrival your heart is filled with this poison. Words you never imagined you would ever use, language you thought you never knew, now started to show its presence. This filthy act of revenge in form of words slowly started to degrade you in your own eyes and even guilt started to cover itself in shame. The self you do not even feel like hating because hatred becomes too small a word.

Today you master in this act of humiliation and hurt those people who love you the most. You cry in deep pain repenting losing your innocent self and becoming the person you were a complete opposite of. Today you sit back and wonder if you will ever get that self back and any form of hopelessness makes you fear the coming tomorrow.

Written by Vrushali

Friends and Parents

Two most beautiful relationships in life are “friendship” and the “eternal bond with parents”. There are numerous examples where people leave their friends for a newly developed relationship.

It requires a strong disposition and immense mental clarity to value the two most cardinal relationships in life “Friendship” and “an innate eternal bond with our parents”. It is indeed unfortunate when individuals disregard their old friends for a newly developed fling of an affair or infatuation. It all the more exhibits indications of mental weakness when a child does not wish to value the limitless love of their parents just to satisfy his so called involvement in a person; which in most cases is temporary in nature.

Often these weak individuals need a stranger to make them realize the importance of these two most beautiful relationships, when in reality the realization should have come from within a long time ago. The ones who do not value their true friends and parents are the ones who are not worth relying on ever in any relationship.

Fortunate things happen in different forms. A stranger indirectly awakens the value of these relationships in that blinded individual and sometimes someone is lucky enough to have never bonded with such blinded individuals.

Written by Vrushali